Just tonight I went to our office to have my clearance done, need to do it so I can get my back pay and my 13th month pay. I supposed to do it on day time but could not do it since there were no available TL already so I decided to just do it at night time when everyone is available. I tag my daughter along so I have someone to talk to when I felt bored already but it was the same thing because she was not allowed to come with me when I went up for the HR and the facilities.
When I surrendered my badge, they asked me to go back to my locker so I can vacate it. Upon approaching, I didn’t realize I have missed it already. I only had one locker during my stay in Convergys, I never changed it for so many reasons and when I saw it, I didn’t expect I will miss it. I had my jacket there and my tumbler and now everything is just so empty, everything just went back to where I started. But everything has to move on I need to move forward hopefully.
Now I’m ready for a new phase of my life, maybe a new BPO? But this time, it will be near where I lived so I won’t spend my time just traveling or stranded in the traffic. On the second thought I really don’t know yet, I just let the river flows and wait for it to where it would lead me to.
We always think of things that we would like to do but we always say that we don’t have time and we always wish to have more time to spend with our husband after dinner like walking or talking, we always wish to connect with our kids, we always in the rush especially when we have kids who are under 18. Our schedule is so hectic that we can’t even find time for ourselves, but time management-experts say that it is not having much time is our problem but our energy to do it. We actually have more time than what we think but what we are lacking is we don’t have enough energy to do it. Low energy can make you lose focus and motivation; you did not realize is that when your energy is high, it actually multiplies your time, because if you have more energy it will go with positive emotions. And by having energy it equals to happiness, hope, anticipation, curiosity and satisfaction.
I was still working at that time and I have to wake up early because our training starts at 6 in the morning I have to get up at 4 am to prepare things, like cooking breakfast for the kids. And since it was so cold to take a bath, I would boil water so my water will be warm when taking a bath. After I was done frying for breakfast, I poured the hot water to the pail but I didn’t notice that the hot water was put into the bucket. I put back the kettle on top of the stove, and when I poured the bucket of water on me, geezzzzz it was really very hot. Waaah good thing the hot water was already mixed with cold water from the faucet so it is not really that hot but it was hot enough for me to scream, good thing too that my hair was not burn.
It is already almost August and on the first day I will be calling my previous employer to inquire if I have salary left before I resigned. They were telling me though that I might get a negative pay out for the training bond. But I am hoping though they will give me my last pay even it would be little. I mean it is mine and at least I have resigned properly unlike with other employees they just made AWOL after they take their last salary. However I could not do anything if they won’t give me my salary, I just want them to clear the payment for my SSS, PhilHealth and Pag-ibig, I mean they deducted me because of that so they should pay the contribution. I already went to SSS and I found out they did not pay yet. When they will pay? I don’t know but I hope they would clear it.