Mj’s wish is to have a nice fancy rubber shoes, she asked me this pair of shoes since last year but it is just recently that I made a promise that I will buy one pair for her. I am kind’a committed with the promise that I made and for me I can’t turn back, I can’t just take it away because I know for sure she will get disappointed. My eldest daughter seldom asks of something she really likes and it has been a while that she’s been eyeing this pair of shoes. So it was last week of last month, on the day that I receive my payout at work, I fetched her at school so we can buy that pair of rubber shoes, it was VANS and the price is pretty expensive. I almost got my jaw dropped when I checked the price, for me it is not fun at all but it makes me happy that I was able to give her the thing she really wanted. I love my kids and as long as I live and I can afford, I would give them everything in the world that when I got home I realized I am already out of budget, so much for a MOM right? On the other hand, it was already my gift for her since she did a good job on her studies and most of all she followed my rules even though it was hard for her that she have to let “that” feelings go.