It is raining cats and dogs here since this morning and so I just skipped this day to send Faith to school. I realized later it is the day of mourning for the fallen 44 SAF member. I felt very sad of what happen to all SAF members, it is really looked like they were pawned and they were left in the air. The rescue operation took so long to back up them. As a mother, as a wife I felt for their loss. I mean you could only think of their fear to die in the battle, however because they would like to serve the country they face it with bravery. I could only imagine whom they called in their last breath, their mother, their wife or children. They just embraced it because they are nowhere to go; they just embraced it because there is no one to turn to. Their leader is just out of nowhere and maybe could not reach out. SAF husband should have a strong wife and they are. They don’t have a choice but to understand their husband’s mission but the government should also understand that the fallen 44 should be given justice, so the mothers, the wives and their children could feel their sacrifixxces is all worth it. It is not easy to be a wife of a soldier; there are always worries and fear whenever their husband would go out in the house to do their job. They do not know if they could still hug them in the end of the day. Justice for their husband or son is what they are seeking and I hope our government should not only listen but act on it otherwise their sacrifices will just be a waste.