I sometimes get tired of our set up here, being away from my husband for how many years already is not fun at all. Seriously, even though I joined parties from friends or I always at the pool to talk to my friends, it is indeed different when you share the talk to your husband or attend parties with your husband.
And honestly? I need a husband who is beside me to hold my hands, and I am not sure when could experience that again. Sigh!