I am still not feeling well, my headache continues until today. You know the feeling of having a heat stroke that I posted in my other blog; I am still having that feeling. I know my conclusion is so irrelevant knowing that I am as healthy as Hercules, oh well I am a bit fat but at least I can say that it would take me a hundred years before I die. But sometimes, I feel like I am getting so weak especially yesterday, I was scared to sleep because I thought I may die or some sort of nerves in my brain will not function at all. What will happen to my kids? I don’t want them to be like me when I was just a kid who has no parents to talk with, to share with or to laugh with. I am really afraid to die not just yet until I can say my kids can stand on their own feet. What am I thinking? God will always be there for me, I believe he would never leave me and I know from the very bottom of my heart that he would give me more years to live with my husband and my children.