I am just so thankful though that somehow my kids fill up all the loneliness I felt right now, my kids have done a good job of making me so happy. So I guess I needed to be away in the blogging world or any online activities, my kids need me more than any thing. I must focus on them first and let the fate decides what kind of future that is store for us.
Yes, that is how I felt right now, I am emotionally tired of everything, I wanted to cry so hard and let my emotions out of my system so when I am done, I could not feel anything at all but numb. I am tired of thinking and I am tired of planning when you can’t do anything but to wait.