Well, every time we chat we already talking about how and when to get married so there's really no marriage proposal that happened, he even show me the engagement ring that he bought 2006 of December and after like three times of trying to get here, he finally made it on May 21, 2007.
On the way to our hotel, he immediately gave me my engagement ring, the only ring that I wore since then, I never wore any ring before that one so the ring that my hubby gave me is my only treasure, well except now because I already have our wedding ring and I promise to wear it for the rest of my life.
So we applied for fiancée visa right after he went back to Maryland, we plan to have a child when I and Mj get there but it was change since I got pregnant immediately. I was so scared to let him know that I am pregnant with him; hence no one can blame me of feeling that way because I already have traumatic experience with my eldest. The guy went away even before Mj was born, so I was feeling like what if? Could I still be strong enough to be alone again?
In the contrary, Terry made me feel secure, right after I message him that I was pregnant, he called me immediately, my phone went off and I have to recharge it but then I fell asleep since I just got home from work that day, you see he was sleeping that night his time when I message him, it was day time here but I need to sleep since I work night shift as a call center agent. When my phone was recharge, I was not able to open it like 9 hours, when I open my phone I only got 10 messages telling me that I don't have to worry about because he would always be here even we are not married yet. When he called me again after tons of miscalls from the time I went asleep until 9:00 p.m. in the evening here, he told me he was not able to sleep because I did not reply any of his messages and did not answer my phone.
Even he was not here when I was pregnant and I decided to put the papers on hold, he never failed to let me feel that I am so special, he never failed to respond of my baby's needs including the vitamins of Faith, he was the one who provide that for me of course with the approval of my OB. My fear of trusting myself to someone slowly faded when he showed me what real love is, he is always there for me and I know it will be forever.
On the way to our hotel, he immediately gave me my engagement ring, the only ring that I wore since then, I never wore any ring before that one so the ring that my hubby gave me is my only treasure, well except now because I already have our wedding ring and I promise to wear it for the rest of my life.
So we applied for fiancée visa right after he went back to Maryland, we plan to have a child when I and Mj get there but it was change since I got pregnant immediately. I was so scared to let him know that I am pregnant with him; hence no one can blame me of feeling that way because I already have traumatic experience with my eldest. The guy went away even before Mj was born, so I was feeling like what if? Could I still be strong enough to be alone again?
In the contrary, Terry made me feel secure, right after I message him that I was pregnant, he called me immediately, my phone went off and I have to recharge it but then I fell asleep since I just got home from work that day, you see he was sleeping that night his time when I message him, it was day time here but I need to sleep since I work night shift as a call center agent. When my phone was recharge, I was not able to open it like 9 hours, when I open my phone I only got 10 messages telling me that I don't have to worry about because he would always be here even we are not married yet. When he called me again after tons of miscalls from the time I went asleep until 9:00 p.m. in the evening here, he told me he was not able to sleep because I did not reply any of his messages and did not answer my phone.
Even he was not here when I was pregnant and I decided to put the papers on hold, he never failed to let me feel that I am so special, he never failed to respond of my baby's needs including the vitamins of Faith, he was the one who provide that for me of course with the approval of my OB. My fear of trusting myself to someone slowly faded when he showed me what real love is, he is always there for me and I know it will be forever.
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